Parts of 2005 under review!

Beautiful, I miss you so much that on the insides I am screaming great balls of fire. Have you ever had a crush on someone you find just so attractive that you can't help it. Well, that's the feeling I had, past tense, when I would see her walking around on the campus of UNO. Let my life be a lesson to everyone, don't let the days go by without attempting to grab hold to that person you have a strong attraction too. If she doesn't intersect with me ever again in life, I will die knowing that I too had a crush. This story would come to a close, if she was the only girl I let slip pass my outstretched hands. No, not me, I let many slip pass my hands in 2005. Some would say, that was the carry over from 2004, and I would agree. Their name begins with the letter D. D, I had a chance with D1 and D2, but I lost out on those chances. I still can pick up the phone and holler at D1, but D2 that situation is so last year, so 2005. Honestly, I haven't even lost sleep over D2. She was a sweet girl, but I wasn't her speed in my estimation. I had too much going on to really put forth the effort that it would've taken to close the deal on her. Also, I should add the second biggest crush of my life. My patna and I just refer to her, as simply " INDIAN FLUTE." She looked like she was of indian ancestry, but she could've been arabian, or a number of nationalities. I all I know was that she the prettiest girl I had ever seen in my life, and I had a strong feeling that she liked me back. Hell, she was my creative inspiration for a while. All I had to do was picture her face in mind and the words would bleed on the stage. Mind you, that I was trying to get deeper into something with a close friend of mine at the time, but she was concentrating on getting her degree and pushed me to the side for some time. She came back to her senses, and returned back to my fold. For reasons that are beyond me, she still has to be in my life. Either as a precious flower or a heel. In any context she still has a spot in my spotty mind. In my opinion, all things being totally unequal. I might marry her, and I am not a man who loves the idea of the ball and chain. But for her, I would take a bowl of my happiness, and dump it on the ground in the hopes that she was satisfied with my gesture. Aww, isn't that sweet? Hell no it's not sweet, I am dumping every thing that I love in the hopes that this chick would be happy. What's great about that? Nothing I tell you. P was a girl who I flirted with from time to time. I got her number also, but when I called they told me I had the wrong number. I never quite got around to asking her, what was the deal, but she knew I was interested in her. I had tremendous options in 2005, but I seemed to have lost every ounce of them, and it's all my fault. My 2006 resolution, get laid more. Succeed more than fail, and win more times than I lose.

Hurricane K was a huge factor in the later months of 2005. The Hurricane destroyed houses, families, and an entire region. The affects of this gigantic storm will be felt for generations. Many kids will born in different cities from their parents birthplace. My family and I were in LA when the storm first came ashore, and we stayed at a cousin's home. She was splendid, and did everything you could ask for. Update: FEMA is still screwing me around. UNO is still holding back my funds. I have been accepted into UTA, but I don't know how the financial funds will be disbursed. I tell you, I am in limbo, and I don't ask anyone for help. I will figure something out in the next few weeks. Well, I hope so.

REST in safe peace to all of the deceased 2005. Happy New Year to you and yours. Til next year.

hunt for the kill to save the starving villagers, and roam safely in the wilderness